tina? yes...yes, i'm tina!

i'm watching "that thing you do". i love this movie.

so i was talking last time about the hot girl near the thing i'm supposed to put the competition's remotes in? yeah, we fucked.

naw, turns out she's not hot. one of them HFFA girls (hot from far away). i mean i've been close before, but i didn't want to stare or anything, so i didn't realize i was wrong. oh well

so i'm really not too good at what i do in life and stuff, or whatever. sorry, i wrote that when i was looking away from the monitor (it's that thing you do, it's so great). what i meant is that i'm supposed to do loads of homework, and i'm just not doing it. i have to read my book for english, write the rest of my rough copy, and the good copy of my persuasive essay ALSO for english, and draw something like 3 more pictures for the sketchbook assignment for art. so my life is a bunch of projects. of course they're all due the instant i get back (i'm pretty sure, at least.)

i wanna go on tour! that's what's going on right now in that thing you do, and it looks soooooo fun. they're just going everywhere, and their song is climbing the charts, and they're screwing around, and it just looks awesome. all i really wanna do is chill in a camper, cause i know when i'm famous i'll get some poon-tang.

anyways janet said i'm not allowed on the computer today, so i'm done now

trogdor was a man
or...he was a dragon mannnn
or...maybe he was just a dragonnnn...
but he was still...TROGDORRR!!

keep it ninja

because of me, your life will never be the same

work was awesome today. i put away a bunch of stuff, and got some small white batteries to draw on, and all that good stuff that everyone does at work. i also had 2 dr peppers, and some skittles. and a giant toblerone triangle. did i mention work is awesome? it's crazy, cause the first 8 hours or so felt like maybe an hour and a half, and then the last ten minutes felt like an eternity. but i did a good amount of work, so i'm pleased.

now listen to a 4 year old explain how WWII went. why couldn't they have just showed us this in school?

Watch Kittens Girl Summarizes WWII on CollegeHumor

serious stuff.

also serious: your is not you're. learn it, please. for the love of god.

my chair is broken, and stabbing me in the back. somehow i use it wrong, so the back breaks in half.

I GET TO START ANOTHER PERSONAL PROJECT TODAY! that is, if my dad actually cuts the wood i've had for about a year now. he's really not good at finishing things.

tomorrow's gonna be great. if i find any more remotes from the company's competitors, i get to walk over to the filing cabinet beside the hot girl's desk. awwright!

i spoooooose i'm done talking now

stand in the place where you work
now face west
think about direction,
wonder why you haven't before

keep it ninja.

everything gets better without me.

mairi is pretending to talk seriously.

so i've started adding my old friends on facebook. it's the girl i used to like all through junior school, and some other girls from my class. turns out girls who were hot in grade 5 dress up in skanky clothes and touch eachother in awesome ways when they're 17. of course they're not lesbian, they're just the type of people that call eachother "bitch" and "slut" when they say hi. it's pretty awesome. they've definately gotten hotter too. the one i liked is a cheerleader, and the one that was pretty much everyone's friend used to be shy-ish, and now she's hot, and popular. people change, and change is good. of course i'll never see them again.

i'm really ready to be famous. i want these people that used to know me as that geeky art kid in grade 5 to be like "holy shit, he's still lanky, but now he's hot, and badass!". hah, like that'll ever happen.

i'm looking forward to march break, cause i want to work for once, which will hopefully make my dad proud, and then i also get to party. yaaaay partying! ashley, i actually have to talk to you about that. i'm sure you know why, but yeah.

today was a good day. awesome top. that's all i'm going to say.

LATE ADDITION
this video is awesome.

i had a feeling
that i haven't felt before, and
that was my
reason

keep it ninja

welcome to the future

rap won't save you
can you hear that?
rap won't save you

when he's holding the labeler at 0:25, i thought it was an uzi, and i was like "what the fuck is he doing with an uzi in a drug store?"

i went snowboarding today with my awesome new board (it's like that, with the grey on top, with the blue on the bottom, i think). for some reason half way through my left hand stopped working properly, and it really screwed stuff up. i couldn't get my gloves on properly, or scratch my head, or do any simple thing like that. of course it didn't do anything to my riding, cause i'm pro like that, and so i taught myself how to do a 180 indy (there will be videos sometime later, but i didn't get the 180s on film, cause my dad's camera battery ran out, so it's just indies). overall it was a good day. we also spent about an hour trying to find a swiss chalet. yay for father-son days.

i wanna go out for wings with you two, and johnny. and i guess tish. just cause that would be his date or whatever.

i need a girlfriend. i mean i've been looking, but i'm just getting too picky. i just kinda want to be with someone i can actually maintain a relationship with for longer than a month. i'm sure i could do it, but i'm just too lazy to actually date. i'd much prefer a friend with benifits, but there's still nobody i can see myself doing that with.

it turns out my mom was a lot like Ashley's mom. keep in mind i don't know everything about either one (that's kinda sad), so these are just sort of assumptions. smoking, drinking, hanging out with some "questionable" people (not bad people, just adults that still live like they're teens), dropped out of highschool (although my mom went back cause my dad told her to). there's another thing, but it's sorta personal right now. i'll probably be more open about it later on, but for now it's private. haha private.

keep in ninja for the time being, then maybe switch to piracy

go all in, oh yeah
get em riled up
game over,
game over

we're your backyard friends

the backyardagains

so i want a job. i really do. i mean i've heared some bad stories of work, but i've spent 3 whole weeks with a copious amount of christians, and fed them, so i think i can handle it.

i'm really lazy. i mean i've had 2 whole art classes to paint this small thing brown, and i've just found bad reasons to not do it. "aw there's only half an hour left in the class", "aw, it's a wednesday". so i'm never going to finish this project.

so how are you? no, i'm kidding, i don't care.

surfs up, surfs up
everybody say ho-daddy, ho-daddy
surfs up, surfs up
ho-daddy ho-daddy

you know what's a surprisingly well made game? keep in mind that well made doesn't mean story, or gameplay, it means the art, and the way things look at all times. anyway it's "Hamtaro: Rainbow Rescue". i know what you're thinking: "nathan, you girl, what are you doing playing that?" well 1) somehow they managed to have some good humor. whither or not it's supposed to be funny, i don't know, but it's actually descent. 2) the sprites are amazing. there are good transitions from standing up, to walking, to running, and when you accomplish something they shake their tiny hamster butts. 3) it has a good realism to it when you're running with your friends (it chooses one leader according to the story, and then the rest of the hamsters you meet follow you) because when you go from running to walking, or standing still, there's a delay for the other hamsters so it looks pretty good. 4) i do what i want, bitch!

apparently i'm getting my new snowboard sometime soon. that'll be great. of course as far as i know none of you ski or snowboard, so you wouldn't be willing to go on the trip i was promised.

i also get the lappy back soon-ish so i can make more awsome pictures (unfortunately it'll still be in paint, but whatever, it's better than nothing)

these are a few of my favorite things

anyways i guess i'm done.

oh, pin-o-cchi-o
i should have told you not to
fol-low Hon-est John
and now you're gone
you're probably at
the pleasure isle
and i can tell you that you'll
be there for a while
(kickin' it donkey-style)

keep it ninja 'till you're cold, and angry at your friends

my shadow didn't follow me home today...

it actually didn't. it was making me sad, because i'm trying to draw it, since it looks like a really cool zelda character version of me, and i just really like it.

so battle of the bands. good stuff, right? i honestly don't think i was at all nervous, except right before we were going on stage. that was about the extent, and then i was like "wait....this crowd is about 50% people i know, and the rest don't even know what we're doing. overall i think it was pretty kickass, but i don't think we really should have won. it was just girls we know screaming for us, which in my opinion is cheating, because they would have done that regardless of how well we played.

so i'm getting stuff for drawing real good and stuff soon, so it's gonna be really awesome, and i'll be better at art, and shit.

so my question this time is:
if i'm supposed to get it on before cole, who am i suppsed to do it with? (this is because of ashley)

i am the egg man
they are the egg men
i am the walrus
coo coo cachoo

keep it ninja

not-so-great expectations

so since mik-e was doing this, i thought that maybe i'd do it too. i also think about losing time is a huge problem.

i want to make comic books. i won't even write them, cause i suck, but i want to make at least one.
i want to be a part of a major videogame (probably the concept artist for some characters)
i want to skydive at least once.
i want to own a trampoline
i want to have a song i've created recorded well.
i want to have a room with pillows for floors.
i want to sell something i've created for a descent amount of money.
i want to be famous (as in i want to be an important person, whether it be in music, or art, etc.)
i want to be in some sort of magazine for a good reason.
i don't want to have to worry about money
i want to get through college and get a job i like
i want to live with good friends for a while
i want to get a nickname that fits, and is catchy
i want to have a tv show
i want to be in a movie abut my life
i want to be good at skateboarding
i want to compete in snowboarding
i want to help an old lady cross the street (you hear about it, but i never see the opportunity)
i want to have someone be amazed by my skills an an artist (yeah, that's kinda like "woah look at me, i'm not great, but i want people to see me as a god". it's not really that as much as it is i want to be so good that people think i'm amazing)
i want my dad to open his eyes and realise that life isn't worth living if you're miserable.
i want janet to shut her fucking mouth and think for once
i want to have the chance to tell kids not to be such jerkoffs when they're younger
i want to get a punching bag
i want a meaningful relationship in which we're both happy
i want to talk to the people i used to know
i want to know what i could have been depending on my choices
i want to know what people really think of me
i want to completely remove all sorts of hate
i want to fly a plane
i want to drive a motorcycle
i want to be happy
i want to be rich, but not live rich
i want to eat
i want to show my strength in a non-violent way
i want to be good for something
i want to own something important
i want to think of something before anyone else
i want a girl to do the asking out for once
i want to get a job
i want to do what i want, and not be criticized for who i want to be, and what i like to do
i want my dad to be proud of me
i want to be helpful
i want to snowboard with shawn white
i want to make sure all my friends are doing good when we're older
i want people to stop being so stupid (and i mean not intellegence wise, but in the things they do. as in avoiding someone for their image, or pretending not to know someone they were best friends with a long time ago)
i want to stop sounding so corny
i want to stop not being me in front of people i want to know
i don't ever want to be miserable when i'm older

okay so that's gone from things i want to do before i die to things i could do right now. sorta the same thing, but whatever. it feels different.

that's taken up a lot of my space, but whatev's, it's not like there's a limit to how much you're willing to read about me.

so i'm really excited for friday. and thursday. i want to know how we sound with gabe, and i want to tell him to shut the fuck up when he tries to sing.

i suppose that's the most you want to read.

don't hold me up now
i can stand my own ground
i don't need your help now
you will let me down

keep it ninja