not-so-great expectations

so since mik-e was doing this, i thought that maybe i'd do it too. i also think about losing time is a huge problem.

i want to make comic books. i won't even write them, cause i suck, but i want to make at least one.
i want to be a part of a major videogame (probably the concept artist for some characters)
i want to skydive at least once.
i want to own a trampoline
i want to have a song i've created recorded well.
i want to have a room with pillows for floors.
i want to sell something i've created for a descent amount of money.
i want to be famous (as in i want to be an important person, whether it be in music, or art, etc.)
i want to be in some sort of magazine for a good reason.
i don't want to have to worry about money
i want to get through college and get a job i like
i want to live with good friends for a while
i want to get a nickname that fits, and is catchy
i want to have a tv show
i want to be in a movie abut my life
i want to be good at skateboarding
i want to compete in snowboarding
i want to help an old lady cross the street (you hear about it, but i never see the opportunity)
i want to have someone be amazed by my skills an an artist (yeah, that's kinda like "woah look at me, i'm not great, but i want people to see me as a god". it's not really that as much as it is i want to be so good that people think i'm amazing)
i want my dad to open his eyes and realise that life isn't worth living if you're miserable.
i want janet to shut her fucking mouth and think for once
i want to have the chance to tell kids not to be such jerkoffs when they're younger
i want to get a punching bag
i want a meaningful relationship in which we're both happy
i want to talk to the people i used to know
i want to know what i could have been depending on my choices
i want to know what people really think of me
i want to completely remove all sorts of hate
i want to fly a plane
i want to drive a motorcycle
i want to be happy
i want to be rich, but not live rich
i want to eat
i want to show my strength in a non-violent way
i want to be good for something
i want to own something important
i want to think of something before anyone else
i want a girl to do the asking out for once
i want to get a job
i want to do what i want, and not be criticized for who i want to be, and what i like to do
i want my dad to be proud of me
i want to be helpful
i want to snowboard with shawn white
i want to make sure all my friends are doing good when we're older
i want people to stop being so stupid (and i mean not intellegence wise, but in the things they do. as in avoiding someone for their image, or pretending not to know someone they were best friends with a long time ago)
i want to stop sounding so corny
i want to stop not being me in front of people i want to know
i don't ever want to be miserable when i'm older

okay so that's gone from things i want to do before i die to things i could do right now. sorta the same thing, but whatever. it feels different.

that's taken up a lot of my space, but whatev's, it's not like there's a limit to how much you're willing to read about me.

so i'm really excited for friday. and thursday. i want to know how we sound with gabe, and i want to tell him to shut the fuck up when he tries to sing.

i suppose that's the most you want to read.

don't hold me up now
i can stand my own ground
i don't need your help now
you will let me down

keep it ninja